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Sep. 23rd, 2026 06:50 pm
anankastick: (diana barry)
I know I said that real cards would have to wait, but I had a rough week and going to ye olde game shoppe and learning the basics of MTG with a very patient and helpful fellow was just what I needed. So now I have a foundations Commander set thing from the sci-fi spaceship series. I'm still mostly playing Arena, though, because I can't get to the shop on their more casual TCG nights, and my husband has zero interest in playing. I’m excited to go (deeper lol who am I kidding—I am a millenial with both finished and unfinished graduate degrees) into debt buying cards and unnecessary accessories for this game.

This really has been the year of embracing things my 12-year-old self wanted to do. It feels good, and sort of healing (certainly not as grueling and painful a sort of healing as the therapy work that I am also doing these days). In a return to sci-fi and Computers, I read Grace Chan’s Every Version of You this week, and I’m about a third of the way through Lisa Nakamura’s Inattention Economy: How Women of Color Built the Internet. The ways in which marginalization and social bonds are woven into both the literal infrastructure of the digital future we are all stuck in and our imaginings of such are fascinating.

Oh, and I also checked out season one of a Star Trek: Voyager from the library! My mom and sister are diehard Trekkies, but I was inconsistent from DS9 and didn't watch much after that except for movies. I wanted to, but for reasons I did not. Overall, I’m glad to be back to my geekier hobbies.

I still haven’t been able to exercise much aside from an exhausting walk around San Francisco (iykyk) thanks to a several-day PsA flare, which is making me think that maybe I need to find more sustainable options for fitness. While walking and strength training are good and good for me, I just can’t always do them. I’m thinking about doing water aerobics at the municipal pool. I know I said skating, but my body is hard at work growing extra bone in my feet. And my neck. And my pelvis, it seems. (Some of the x-rays are very Scully you're not gonna believe this-looking.) Strapping on skates may therefore be more torturous than I want to admit.

I’m a double fire sign and have always been skittish about water thanks to several traumatic experiences with it in early childhood, but maybe it’s time to face those fears! (Shopping for a swimsuit is perhaps the scariest part of that plan, mostly because I have a short torso for someone my height—but still longer than most average-height women—no waist; broad shoulders and a seething hatred of garish florals.) My ascendant is watery and mysterious: perhaps I have a secret shadow mermaid self. Maybe I’ll read some kraken romances to psych myself up, now that monster is a normalized subgenre you can find cheeky Etsy stickers about…
anankastick: (sailor v)
Brief catching up message:

I'm here, again. It's been like two years since I had an open entry, but I've been here the whole time, just posting on private while life lifed. I live further west now and have taken lots of weird turns as usual. Still crazy and disabled; still so, so gay; still married; still a nerd, still listened to Wumpscut in my car after dropping my parents--now in their dementia eras--off at the airport when their visit ended this week.

On to today! I took a day off from my usual hustling and bustling to decompress from having my parents up here. I lounged about, read some comics and manga (Absolute Martian Manhunter vol. 1 and re-reading vol. 2 of Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon). Continued with Strange Weather in Toyko (about halfway through) and finally started Gabino Iglesias's The Devil Takes You Home, which I've been meaning to read forever. Yesterday I finished Jane Marie's Selling the Dream, which was a fun (though in a what-even-is-this-hellscape way), unabashedly biased history of MLMs and their place in our communities/lives. I enjoyed it, though it was a bit repetitive at points.

I took the day off from exercise as well, which was harder to do than I thought, but that's not that surprising given how problematic my Thing with exercise can be. But I have decided, I think, that I'd like to start rollerskating again, so when I have the funds I'm going to the shop to get new skates so I can wobble around my neighborhood instead of walking once in awhile.

The other thing I did today was play through the tutorial in MTG Arena. I've wanted to try MtG for years, but for reasons I never did. I heard about Arena and it seemed like an accessible way to at least try out the game before I head down to ye olde games shoppe and plunk down a bunch of money on cards I have no idea how to use. There is a weekly beginner-friendly event at the shop I really like, but it's on a night that I can't make until December since I have Japanese class (finally finally taking Japanese!), so even though I know it's not the same, I thought I'd check it out anyway. I really liked it! It was fun, and doing the tutorial made learning the turn sequence and such easier because as we all probably know, when nerd friends excitedly teach you about their thing, they often avalanche you with information, most of which isn't really useful to you yet. I find this overwhelming, but I don't have friends anyway. I liked it, want to keep playing it, will eventually play with real cards once (again) I have the funds for them and can make it to a night or event.

Lastly, I'm doing electrolysis on my face and have noticed that it's more sensitive when I shave (I have monthly appointments, so I have to shave still in between, though I try not to do that every day if I can help it). This is a conundrum, as I've struggled to find a nourishing/restorative skincare routine that works now that I am solidly perimenopausal and everything that worked five minutes ago* is apparently out the window. (If you are new here, I'm nonbinary, had a few years on testosterone, turns out my face hates having facial hair and also it is not super ideal for my preferred presentation, so I am getting rid of it. No longer on testosterone, but still very much in the trans umbrella or whatever we are calling it these days.) Everything I've tried so far has led to breakouts and/or irritation. I know I should see a dermatologist about it, but that is a costly process and also I hate having to explain my gender things. So I'm just going to whine about it here and continue endlessly experimenting. 

*The older I get, the more "five minutes" seems to warp and stretch. Right now, five minutes seems to equal about 15 years.

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